2009

It is the end of 2009 and quite honestly I want the next two days to fly past because I want to start next year.

2009 was a good year.

The travels: Istanbul, Melbourne, China, Indonesia, Malaysia.
The friends: Turkey crew, the people I've met all around, new colleagues
Work: Really learnt alot and put in a good deal of effort into changing the way the company does things

It's also had its downs.

The stuff going on with my dad. Family drama etc.

I want things to change next year. Alot of things.

I want to be able to write like I used to be able to. I want to spend more time doing and less time observing. I want to try things and fall and pick myself up again. I want to be stronger. Much much stronger than I am. I want to be able to hit sweet spots and understand things better.

How do you get these things done? I can not say that I am protected. But to the extent of LEARNING i sort of am. I have always had teachers, lecturers that have planned my learning. When it comes to doing it myself - quite honestly I am at a loss.

There are lots of things to wish for - but for 2010 what I want the most is to grow and experience life as it is meant to be experienced. With risk, with attitude, and with failures and successes I can call my own.